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23.5 Months Steroid Withdrawal Ramble

Hey guys, never fear – I’m still alive!

I’m nearing the 2 year mark! Things still aren’t going brilliantly, I’m still having flares and such and still taking Ciclosporin but overall I don’t have too much to complain about as I’ve been able to go to work and live life a bit. I believe it has been nearly 2 months since my last infection so that’s pretty great going for me.

I have a dermatology appointment at the end of the month in which I was going to inquire about the Dupilumab trials/ other biologic treatment, but I’m still unsure as of what to do. I do however feel I need intervention in order to carry on with my job and such. My goal this year is to be working a different job with full time hours. I’m fed up of being ill and I want to get on with my life’s ambitions, of which have had to be put on hold because of being poorly. Saying this, I’m not sure what my career goals are. I’ve been aiming towards working in an office environment as I think that will be better for my health, but all in all I’m at a loss as to what I want to actually do. I’d love to get into copy writing or some such but not too sure what the preferred route is into such an occupation.

My diet could be cleaner, as I say every time I write a post. I do my best to eat well and reduce my dairy intake, however in the last few months I’ve put on a little bit of weight which I must do my best to shift. Exercising vigorously has still been somewhat of an issue though when I have endured flares so I just do what I can… which admittedly isn’t a lot.

At the moment my face is doing alright, though it was far better yesterday. My arms and chest need a little bit of work and the backs of my knees have signs of irritation but overall I seem to be doing alright. I’ve been mostly pale this week which is good news.

Also my little space on the internet is about to hit a quarter of a million views. That is quite frankly, insane! Thanks to everyone who visits and I’m so happy from reading your comments and emails that I have been able to help so many of you to know that you’re not alone, and to even show people that they may not just have ‘eczema’ any more, you may be suffering from red skin syndrome/ topical steroid addiction. But I will apologise for being distant. I think I’m just going through a bit of a blogging rut, which many people do, but it has been nice to take time out and reflect.

I hope everyone is doing well!
I Have Eczema

Eczema Herpeticum and 27.5 months TSW

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Don’t let TSW keep you down!  1/24/16

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1st snow of 2016 (1/23/16)

IMG_2157A belated Happy New Year! As I write this post on a snowy day, 27.5 months into Brian’s Topical Steroid Withdrawal (TSW) journey, I can’t help but give thanks and praise to God again for finding the International Topical Steroid Awareness Network (ITSAN) in the Fall of 2013 and for the many friends I’ve made in the TSW Facebook support groups. The support and exchange of information with TSW warriors and parents of other child TSW warriors like Brian have encouraged me to keep fighting for:

1) Recognition in the research and medical community of Red Skin Syndrome/Topical Steroid Addiction (RSS/TSA) and TSW in children;

2) Appropriate labeling of products containing topical steroids (TS); and

3) A change in the American Academy of Dermatology (AAD) atopic dermatitis treatment guidelines that facilitates the prevention, early detection, and treatment of RSS/TSA and TSW in children and adults with eczema.

We’ve got a busy year ahead! 

Today is Brian’s 842nd day free of topical steroids (TS) for eczema. Overall, he is functioning very well, participating in extracurricular activities and school like any other 7th grader. His skin is still healing, but the skin and itch continue to be a seasonal challenge. “You need to follow summer,” says his pediatrician, who has been supportive in this process. So true. Brian’s skin is almost normal in the summer months as seen in these pictures from 2014 and 2015. Florida or the Bahamas may be in our future….

As you may know, the fall and winter months are particularly hard on the skin, especially eczematous skin. There is an increase in dryness and itching, and distinguishing between “true eczema” and “residual TSW” at this later stage is tricky. However, I believe he’s still got a bit of both. The underlying eczema seems to be reemerging (dry skin, itching), especially with the below freezing weather we’ve been having lately, but along with it continue signs and symptoms characteristic of TSW: Full-body shedding, red sleeves, elephant skin, “ooze” smell during night sweats. Pictures are below. (See FAQs for a full list of TSW symptoms.) This was particularly evident during Brian’s first experience with eczema herpeticum right after Christmas.

SKIN INFECTIONS  Thanks to the discussions about eczema herpeticum (EH) in the Topical Steroid-Red Skin Syndrome Support Group and with other moms on Facebook, I was able to suspect it as soon as Brian showed me those tell-tale vesicles and get him to his pediatrician right away. EH is a serious skin infection that can be life-threatening if not treated. Thankfully, his pediatrician was knowledgeable about it and prescribed timely treatment. He also said there was likely a secondary staph infection. Brian has not had a skin infection that required medication in quite a while, and this time he got a double whammy! Rx: antiviral +antibiotic+good skin/wound care.

Details and treatment are found in the LOG under Day 841, but the progression photos are below. It’s incredible how quickly the acyclovir cleared up the vesicles and pustules–gross! I know, I know!–and the scratching was noticeably decreased. I’ve always liked Brian’s getting a fever because he is never uncomfortable, and he stops scratching. He did develop a slight fever  (<24 hrs) which gave his skin a little respite from the scratching, but we knew his fever was breaking when he started scratching again, though much less than before treatment.

CLICK on any picture to enlarge.

12-26-15  11:32pm First signs something wasn't right (after shower and moisturizer) 12-26-15  11:32pm 12-27-15  10:18 am  Called the doctor who said to come in first thing in the morning, but go to ER if he gets worse or develops a high fever. 12-27-15  10:19am 100.5 fever; <2/5 scratching 12-28-15  9:01 am  Right before going to pediatrician. No shower or moisturizers applied. 12-29-15  4:51 pm  Fever gone; started Acyclovir and cephalexin around 1pm  on 12-28-15 1/4/16  3:36 pm IMG_2079 1-4-16   3:37 pm 1-7-16   10:02 pm after shower and moisturizer 1-18-16   10:37 am  after shower and moisturizer

 

12/28/15  Anterior neck before going to doctor; no shower or moisturizer 12/29/15  4:54pm  after starting acyclovir and cephalexin around 1pm 12/28/15 1/6/16  10:16 pm

 

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1/28/15  9:02 am  Back and neck prior to going to doctor 12/28/15 9:03am  Chest and neck before going to doctor 1/18/16  10:37am  Back and neck 1/18/16  10:39am   Chest after coconut oil application; sleeves on to protect skin on elbows

 

12/28/15  9:02 am  Pustules on knees 12/29/15  5:34pm  started  antiviral and antibiotic 12/28 1/3/16   11:19 am just water on skin 12/28/15  Pustules from eczema herpeticum 12/29/15 1/3/16  11:19am

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SIGNS and SYMPTOMS that suggest TSW continues

1) Elephant skin

TSW symptoms Pustules are gone but the elephant skin of TSW is back

2) Red sleeves, edema, and blanchable erythema

1/11/16  8:46pm  demarcation between erythematous top of feet and white soles; "red sleeves" 1/13/16  faint red sleeves at the wrist 1/11/16 7:33 am   Slightly edematous thigh, elephant skin, and blanchable erythema in hands and lower extremities 1/18/16  10:22  Hands and wrists red, slightly edematous, itchy 1/6/16 10:15 pm  Wet wrapping the hands and wrists with water before bed to try to keep skin hydrated; blanchable erythema

3) Full body dryness, flaking, and measurable shedding of skin. (See shedding pictures in a past post.)

What’s horrific but fascinating about TSW is the marked and frequent changes in skin quality and appearance. Brian’s skin texture on his back and extremities has fluctuated between pebble grain, coarse sand paper, plasticky dry, and fine sandpaper. Just the other day, his entire back felt as soft and smooth as a baby’s bottom for two days. Now, it’s back to a pebble grain, sandy texture again. This is why we need doctors to study RSS/TSA and TSW. WE see all this rapid skin cycling 24/7, 365, but they can’t see the full sequelae in a brief clinic visit. Current pictures of his feet show a disappearance of the red sleeves, for now.

1/3/16 1/3/16 1/11/16 red sleeves 1/21/16 1/21/16 1/21/16  7:25am

Even though he’s over the skin infection, we’ll continue our treatment regimen outlined in Day 841 in the Log. The main goals are to keep the skin clean, hydrated, and infection-free and to minimize itching and the damage caused by scratching, while enabling him to get adequate sleep and be as active and functional as he can be. Yeah, no problem.😉

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"Hi Ho, Hi Ho, it's off to work we go...." 1/25/16

                                  “Hi Ho, Hi Ho, it’s off to work we go….”

Stay strong, persevere, and keep the faith!

I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world!”  John 16:33

 


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26.5 Months TSW

Just a quick update from me! I’m still in my plateau at the moment. My skin isn’t perfect but nor is it really troubling me. I flare from time to time but it has been mostly manageable.

Whether it be a case of the fact that I’m still on Ciclosporin, or purely just coincidence, the summer heat has been much more tolerable and easier to endure this year, though I do actively avoid getting hot and bothered just in case I induce an unwanted reaction.

Yesterday I came back from a few days away staying at a hotel and don’t seem to have caused much damage to myself. Usually I end up scratching myself to bits when I stay elsewhere – whether this is down to a different environment or just something in my mind I don’t know but I left unscathed and didn’t keep the boyfriend up all night with my violent scratching episodes.

I do still have areas of blotchiness/redness but they really don’t bother me right now. I just wish I could wear make up without the fear of my skin reacting.

Here are a couple of random unflattering photos I took in the car.

I do hope everyone else is doing good.
I Have Eczema

32 Months TSW

Hi everyone,

How the time flies! It has been roughly 3 years since I set up this blog in order to spread awareness of severe eczema, then learning of steroid induced eczema or ‘Red Skin Syndrome’ and in this time I have had a staggering 330,000 blog views. Your kind emails and comments also mean the world to me as I am humbled to learn that my blog has achieved it’s aim of spreading awareness and showing people that they are not alone in this. I am truly grateful for the opportunities that have been opened up to me and for those of you who share your own experiences with me to show that I am not alone.

Thank you.

In other news sorry I have been AWOL recently. I work full time now and find it hard to find the time and energy to write on here. But I am still here! Although something scary happened on Christmas day morning. My Google account was ‘hacked’. 2 weeks of trying to get hold of Google later, to discover that Google had just decided to change my email address, thus locking me out of my whole account. Cheers Google! Never mind… It’s all resolved now!

I bet you’re all dying to know how my skin is? Well it still isn’t exactly great. My face, neck and arms have recently flared and I think the trigger is stress related. I mentioned that I’m now working full time – it’s still within the same company but it’s in a different department and I’m learning a hell of a lot. There’s only 2 of us in the department and my colleague had a week off after Christmas which was probably the worst time for her to disappear. Needless to say I struggled immensely, and hence the result is that my skin is a bit of a mess. But that was weeks ago now, I hear you cry. Yes it was weeks ago but now that I no longer have the adequate time to heal (read; laze around and do nothing), it’s going to take a little bit of time. It is however slightly better today than it was though.

Rashy, dry and wrinkly!
Yes my brows need sorting. But I have some!! & I’m also noticing more baby hairs on my head :)

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I am now officially vegan. Shane and I have seen the light and don’t want to consume any more dairy – I stopped eating meat months ago. We even enjoyed a vegan Christmas, at both of our parent’s houses and it was glorious.

My next step is to try to incorporate more raw fruits and vegetables into my diet, but it is hard to think meal-wise what I can eat for lunch at work. I work from 7am so am hardly in the mood to make meals for work. I’ve been enjoying the night before’s left overs or pitta breads and hummus with tomatoes and spinach but I want to try to get away from bread and consume more vegetables instead.

I’ve been snacking on fruits – kiwis, blueberries, bananas, oranges and apples but find they don’t sustain me for long. I can’t take huge portions of these things either because I don’t have much time to eat them and we’re forbidden to eat at our desks so that’s a bummer. I would take salads but the prep thing is the only thing holding me back – I haven’t actually tried it but I imagine it wouldn’t taste so fresh making it the night before? I don’t know.

Breakfast is usually a variation of overnight oats or smoothies so I’m definitely getting my quota of fruits in there. I just need more during the day. Also considering probiotics now. Something I’ve been thinking  I’d try for ages but I don’t want to pay an arm and a leg for them. Does anyone have suggestions of good but cheap ones?

I Have Eczema

28 Months TSW

Twenty-eight months after stopping topical steroids (TS), how can you tell the difference between topical steroid withdrawal (TSW) and “just eczema”? We in the TSW community ask this all the time, as do some dermatologists and other doctors who can’t believe that TSW could last so long. I agree: How in the world could TSW possibly last this long!?!?

That’s why we’re asking dermatologists and researchers to study TSW in children and adults who are going through this lengthy withdrawal-healing process. They could gather lots of valuable information from the TSW support pages, pictures, and blogs and interview the affected adults and caregivers of children who are going through TSW. From this they could create a picture of this iatrogenic condition and formulate hypotheses on which to conduct more formal research.

I’m not complaining, mind you, or saying, “Woe is me (Brian),” because Brian pretty much has his life back, and skin care and itch management is part of our routine. I just want answers.

My questions to doctors and researchers who believe TSW is just eczema are these:

  1. Does eczema cause full-body, visible, measurable flaking and shedding of skin? TSW does. The pictures below show just the skin that shed overnight. 12/2/2015 7/18/15  less shedding! 5/25/15 Shedding less than 1/4 tsp Almost 1 teaspoon at 15 months TSW   1/10/15 January 2, 2014 shedding
  2. Does eczema cause full-body erythema/flushing at one moment then return to normal-colored skin the next, then back to flushing again? It still happens now–28 months after stopping TS. 1/30/16 1/21/16  7:25am 1/6/16 10:15 pm  Wet wrapping the hands and wrists with water before bed to try to keep skin hydrated; blanchable erythema 8/6/14 Jan 10-11, 2014 red skin
  3. Does eczema result in plasticky “elephant skin”? It happened early in TSW and it’s happening now, more than 2 years after stopping TS. TSW symptoms Pustules are gone but the elephant skin of TSW is back elephant skin back 2/8-2/13

    4. Does eczema result in “red sleeves” in  arms/wrists and/or feet/ankles? TSW does.

    1/13/16  faint red sleeves at the wrist July 18, 2015 3/3/14 November 30, 2013 "Red Sleeves" Redness stops at palms--classic symptom of topical steroid withdrawal 1/11/16  8:46pm  demarcation between erythematous top of feet and white soles; "red sleeves" 5/1/15: demarcation between erythematous dorsum of foot and white sole. 5/1/15 IMG_0827 November 30, 2013 November 30, 2013  Red sleeves

    5. Does eczema result in heat radiating from the body at night like and TSW-ooze-smell sweating? Still going on most nights.

    So, if these signs and symptoms are not TSW and not eczema, what is causing this continued manifestation of signs/symptoms that were present in the early months after stopping TS? Is it just the long-lasting adverse effect of TS use?

    AND if doctors and eczema researchers have seen eczema that presents like signs/symptoms 1-5 above in their patients, are those patients using topical steroids? If so, then how can one definitively say that these signs/symptoms in the patients were NOT caused by TS?

    Food for thought and questions to ask your healthcare provider next time. . . .

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Life after eczema herpeticum. . .Getting through the challenges of Winter weather… Spring is right around the corner…Don’t let TSW keep you down!  Look Beyond the Itch!

“I have set the LORD always before me. Because he is at my right hand, I will not be shaken. Therefore my heart is glad and my tongue rejoices; my body also will rest secure.”                        Psalm 16:8-9

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Goals: To keep the skin clean, hydrated, and infection-free; itch/scratch management

Treatment: Twice a day shower/bath followed immediately by application of either coconut oil, sunflower oil, or lemongrass balm/Zinc balm combo or a combination, depending on the condition of the skin. Wet wrapping (WW) both ankles and tops of feet at night with filtered water and dry sterile dressing; WW wrist and hands as needed if they are excessively dry or have open areas.

Vitamins: B complex, 4000 iu D3, Zinc, 2 Nordic Naturals fish oil capsules

Itch/Scratching: varies between 0/5 to 2+/5 scratch scale (see Log), stress scratching; benadryl PRN, ice packs, moisturizers (sunflower oil, coconut oil, aquaphor, and/or The Home Apothecary’s lemongrass balm), itch-B-gone spray; deep breathing and relaxation techniques, CBT, acupressure points

Function: Excellent! All A’s in honors classes, playing basketball, practicing and conditioning for baseball, x-box, RC cars, able to get up and ride bus to school with friends.

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Beyond the Itch

New Teen, Baseball, and 31.5 months TSW

So proud of Brian as he finished his 7th grade year with perfect attendance and straight A’s for the 2nd year in a row (and an award for “Curiosity” hmmm). Not bad considering Topical Steroid Withdrawal (TSW) kept him out of most of 5th grade. Perhaps all that TSW down-time strengthened his immune system!  😉

In addition, he and his Breeze brothers have warmed up this baseball season with a couple of championships and a runner-up on their road to Cooperstown.

TSW can take a hike; 8th grade can wait–Summer fun, here we come!

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So long, 7th grade!  June 15, 2016

Northeast Super NIT Champions 12u   Great win in 95+ degree heat and high humidity--take that, TSW!

Northeast Super NIT Champions 12u  
Great win in 95+ degree heat and high humidity–take that, TSW!

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2016 East Coast Swing Champions

You make me glad by your deeds, oh LORD; I sing for joy at the works of your hands.” Psalm 92:4


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