It’s been a while since I’ve blogged on here and I apologise whole heartedly for leaving you all so lonely and ignored for so long. You’ll be pleased to hear that I’m back on it!
There is a part of the brain, I call it my blogging muscle, which sometimes gets all used up. It gets full and can’t blog or write any more. For a writer this is painful and I’ve lost my blogging mojo for too long now. Time to brush off that list of blogs I should have written…
And while I’ve been away my eczema has had a major flare up. I’ve managed to keep it under control with very short and regularly filed nails, epsom salt baths, early nights, exercise and just sheer will power. It’s been worst at night. Keeping me awake and the cycle of sleeplessness, stress and exhaustion that eczema can cause just gets worse and worse.
It’s been so painful I have been left almost crying in pain in the night. Could this really be caused just by stress?
I think at least one nightmare of counting sheep through gritted teeth, clenching my hands behind me back in desperation to avoid at least some of the scratching, was caused by the most amazing gluten free falafals you will find out there. Now for most of you these will be absolutely fine. But not if you are allergic to broad beans… oh the pain, the hives and the agony they caused.
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Damn those pesky broad beans. It was them. I had some more just to really put myself through pain, which meant stomach cramps, bad stomach pains and hives all over, the like that send you deranged.
I always think there is a trigger when my eczema flares and look to my diet, lifestyle and environment to see if I can work out what caused it. The falafal were the culprits on one occasion but not the rest of the time.
These last few months have shown me the power of stress over my body. Sometimes there isn’t a reason other than your mind is under stress and for some reason, those of us with eczema seem to get endless itch, scratch triggers.
Something fires a message from my brain to the pain receptors on my skin and it’s impossible to control once it gets going. It takes practise and wisdom to work out what is causing you stress but it’s not always easy to get yourself away from stress. Sometimes it’s a necessary evil that has be worked through.
This morning I have returned from my second ever ParkRun after a completely itch free night for once and I feel on top of the world.
The eczema has not completely healed but my skin is now much calmer, less inflamed and on the mend. After this morning’s smug ParkRun at Black Park, the usual agony of sweat on eczeme was bearable and I managed not to scracth at all! I have had to resort to some steroids but am now reducing usage once every other day for a week.
We can do this. I may never be totally rid of eczema but I can kick it into touch and take back control when I get my act together.